Today is just a terrible day.

Our local lolita community just lost a treasured and valuable member. I haven’t spoken to her before (just me and my awkward introvert self), but I’ve always admired her aesthetic. She was one of the lolitas who didn’t seem bothered that she was wearing specs with lolita or not wearing a wig. Things that I was a bit self-conscious about. She always styled herself so well, with braided hairstyles. Something I never managed to do (me and my clumsy fingers). Her slim and tall figure meant that she always looked good in classic lolita.

*sigh*

I knew she quite regularly met up with 2-3 lolitas and it seemed like nothing was wrong. But you never know the demons people battle with inside. And last night, she lost the fight.

I learnt of it this morning from a fellow lolita’s IGS.

Dear Liping, I hope you find the love, light and peace you were looking for.