my bleak future

Wednesday…Had our FYP presentation. I really couldn’t tell if it was good or bad. But I knew we sure did get someone in a fix when he couldn’t really answer Ms Tan. Optimising thumbnails…I shall not forget that moment of “sweet revenge”. Well, he does deserve it anyway.

All I know that if we ever thought that this was the end of the project, that we were never going to see it again…boy, were we so wrong. Ms Tan is really serious about getting it up and running for them. She asked us to continue with it after our exams.

I’m not sure how much more we can handle since Zhihao is going to start working in April which means it’s pretty much Weiqi and I left. Forget about Daniel. I don’t think Weiqi and I can really handle a lot of in-depth php scripting. We really suck at it.

Well, today I started work on revamping all my sites. I’m done with the fanlistings and tcg pages. Next would be the main blog. Not sure whether I will be able to work on it for the next few days.

It’s rather alarming that people around me have more or less settled their plans for further studies after graduating from polytechnic. Already some people have gotten accepted into a certain university.

I took a look at whatever Pwen linked on her blog and discovered that most universities offer more or less the same IT degree courses. Computer Science or some intense networking stuff. Really not my cup of tea. I’m thinking whether to totally give up IT and go into business or something. I mean I do have interest in IT, more on the website designing. But I seriously lack the flair for it. Look at all my designs so far. It pales in comparison to like Nad’s or Ling’s.

I do have plans to take SATs and have even asked my aunt who’s coming down from the States to bring along some brochures for University of Illinois. But I really don’t know if I will go through with my plans in the end.

Sis suggested maybe I could take up another diploma or something. I don’t want to seem like I’m wasting these 3 years.

See…I’m not good at anything. ANYTHING at all. It seems like such a bleak future for me.

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