Can I be わがまま for once? If it gets me the company I am looking for, I should be わがまま。But isn’t that way too selfish? The people accompanying me will feel forced and unhappy and I cannot live with the knowledge that I did that to people. でもね…if I don’t be わがまま, I am going to have to do things alone. It’s not like being alone is that bad, but sometimes you just want a little company…

如何しょかな?