Haiz…why is there always these kind of 困ってる moments? This time it’s about dance. I guess people like to see them do something that is totally unlike them. From his reply, I gather that it’s not that he doesn’t have a fun(ny) side to him, but that side is not just for everyone. Introverts have their circle(s) of people. The…
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My Interpretation of Dress Up Themes
I just posted on IG about my loli outfit for 83z fancon. The theme was red and white. That’s easy. I chose AP’s Heart Pockets Frill JSK. The thing is, no matter what the theme is, I’ll always try to make whatever’s in my wardrobe work. (Doesn’t help that I have over 50 loli outfits. Yikes.) But the point is,…
Pedazos
The other lead song in handsome oppa boss’ new album. It means “pieces” in Spanish. The song is supposed to describe the complex emotions after a break up. I guess that’s also why the chosen heavier rock style to it. This song lived rent-free in my head for a few days. It just connected with my darker side. Coz yea,…
Winds of Time
I wanted to think and write about this back when it was pre-released, but I was trying to juggle with campaign work and then stuff happened that got me emotionally down. That’s how life is… I cannot stress how timely this song and its MV came at the time in my life where I’m struggling to hold on. At first…
When Will It Be My Turn?
I’ve known that people open group buys to buy albums to help increase their chance in scoring fansigns/fancalls. I happened to ask a Yeble one day roughly how many albums did she buy to score such things. Ok…not within my league. Which makes this whole system skewed. Only those who are financially able and willing to spend will get a…
‘Where We Are’ Concept Film
Handsome oppa boss released the concept video for his upcoming album and it has all the feels. Love the artistic feel to it coz as many Yebles have pointed out, it’s…so him. The slight loneliness, sadness, frustration?, quiet determination…all rolled into one. I don’t know but it gives me the “我所有的辛苦，谁会懂？Does anybody care anyway?” vibes. Coz “台上一分钟，台下十年功” People only see…
The Guilt I Held Inside for Years
I finally let out what I have been keeping inside all these years. Thanks to a letter from LTA. The letter was supposed to have a NETS Motoring card attached, but the card wasn’t included. It wasn’t just us, a friend also said she received the same letter without the card. I told KS that someone’s head was about to…
Make It Your Own
I’ve been thinking about this ever since I received the message. I replied to at least choose a mix of songs (as a compromise) or just go with what he likes to make it the best representation of himself. But, I have so much more thoughts about it. 我有话要讲。I need to air these thoughts else it will just stew inside…
A Show or Book I Might Do Again
Diaryland writing prompt which I thought was worth giving a go. What is a show or book you would happily start over from the beginning? Hmmm…for show or rather, movie, I want to watch “A Walk to Remember” again coz the story is so simple and beautiful. The songs Mandy Moore sang for the movie were so iconic. And if…
How I Have Changed
I read some of my old blog posts last night and cringe~~~ I don’t think I had the capacity to think deeply back then or maybe I just didn’t want to. The posts were very “on the surface”, describing daily happenings. This happened first, then this happened next. I caught myself saying in a few posts that I’m generally a…