Omg. I think I have found another (powerful) sad song. I’ve listened to it quite a few times, but I guess I never really paid close attention to it. The tune is nice as many Yebles will attest to. It’s handsome oppa boss Yesung’s “Corazón Perdido (Lost Heart)”. I have no idea why, but today I really LISTENED to it…
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Because Pretty Things Don’t Last
Was listening to Olivia Lufkin’s songs, the inspi’ REIRA ones in particular. I’ve always said “Shadow of Love” is the saddest song ever, but really, all the inspi’ REIRA songs have a tinge of sadness to them even if they sound more rock. I guess they truly fit the character of Serizawa Reira and Olivia brings out the character really…
My Mind as a Room
Not sure why I didn’t post this here earlier but I asked ChatGPT what my mind looked like as a room and it gave me this answer. Not sure I like my room to be so dark, but it definitely looks cosy. One thing though, ChatGPT is right. I like to think about things. Things that are complex, which may…
ChatGPT Dear Me
Dear Me, I know you’re trying—more than most people realize. Even on the days when it feels like you’re standing still, you’re still showing up, still pushing through in quiet ways that matter. You don’t have to have everything figured out right now. It’s okay to grow slowly, to change your mind, to rest when things feel heavy. Not every…
Dealing with Death
In just a span of a week, I have to deal with two deaths and one death anniversary. Today, I say goodbye to Alison. Her son was Kaitlin’s preschool classmate. Life can be really cruel and unpredictable, but she chose to face it positively even when the odds were against her. She was so helpful and sweet when I was…
Sakihokoru Thoughts Part II
I can’t remember if Yesung asked fans if we saw ourselves in the light or in the dark. Whether he asked or not, I gave it some thought. Rather than absolutely say without a doubt that I’m in the light or dark, I see myself as in the middle. The middle between light and dark is the comfort zone and…
Sakihokoru Thoughts Part I
The purpose of this post is to share my thoughts on Yesung’s title track “咲き誇る時を待つのは” of his new Japanese album. I know I have been yapping a lot about Yesung lately, but this one is really not a result of my fangirl moments. I felt like he kept asking fans about the song and MV — what they thought about…
Unpopular Opinion
So…I’m back with some unpopular opinion. Yup, here’s my opinion that no one asked for. I was just googling drama stuff yesterday when I stumbled upon the big news of Deng Lun evading taxes and getting cancelled. I *guess* evading taxes is a serious crime but seems like what follows is cancel culture in China. Especially if you’re in showbiz.…
But He is Only Human
I guess this is a part two to the previous post. So I saw more pics of Yang Yang at (an airport?) Starbucks getting a drink. Again with lots of fans holding up their camera phones to click away. This weird irritated feeling bubbled inside me. “Can the poor guy just get a coffee without all the scrutiny and attention?”…
Do You Sometimes Wish
Another one of those impossible things I thought of this morning. Actually this was something I came across last night but started to think about it this morning. So I was happily scrolling through IG and came across this pic of Yang Yang walking through possibly the airport. Could see fans taking pics of him in the background. I suppose…