I can’t remember if Yesung asked fans if we saw ourselves in the light or in the dark. Whether he asked or not, I gave it some thought.

Rather than absolutely say without a doubt that I’m in the light or dark, I see myself as in the middle. The middle between light and dark is the comfort zone and I see myself as curled up in that space. (Why curled up? Maybe coz that space is small? I don’t know.) I may go into the light and bask in it, chase after my friends, have a good time, but I will go back to that safe space to recharge alone. (True blue introvert speaking here.) I like being alone at times coz I don’t have to worry how people think, I just take care of myself. Sometimes I despair and find myself falling into the darkness, but I know I will find the strength to crawl back into that safe space. There may also be times I just want to walk into the darkness coz it is comforting. The stillness is comforting. It allows me to clear my head and face whatever difficulties that are yet to come.

Does it sound complicated? Hahaha…