I used to be able to tell you freely what’s on my mind…
But not anymore.
You are not my safe space anymore. I have to weigh my words in my mind before I tell you anything, lest you get angry. Sometimes I think it’s safe and tell you something, but end up getting yelled at instead. It’s tiring and tough. I wish you could calmly tell me that you disagree with what I think and we could debate about it or agree to disagree. But it’s never like that. It becomes a shouting match and we end up hurting each other even more.
It feels like I’m opening a can of worms.
I don’t know for how long more I can hold on…
