Today is your birthday. I struggled within myself of whether to even bother or not. After what happened, you and I will never be that close again. You never even apologised to me. To me, apologising would mean that you acknowledged what you did was not quite right and you realise it. Or at least bring up whatever you were unhappy about.

It made me think back of my birthday this year. The disappointment I faced. This wave of jealousy comes over me. Coz I know you’ll be surrounded by them today.

But yet, I felt it’s wrong. Coz these are 2 different issues. How can I condemn you for everything? You still have your good points. And if I wanted to call myself a Christian, shouldn’t I be more forgiving? It’s like practising what you preach.

So I messaged you to wish you. And I really meant it.