“I don’t look like her, but I’m glad as hell I am who I am.” – Olivia’s “Dress Me Up” I have my days when I’m feeling awfully high, probably coz someone mentioned “Massu” in my face or I’m fangirling online with Sis or Per. *sigh* Nobody here fangirls like I do. Huimin said to go introduce JE to some…
Category: kangae
what should i do?
Can I be わがまま for once? If it gets me the company I am looking for, I should be わがまま。But isn’t that way too selfish? The people accompanying me will feel forced and unhappy and I cannot live with the knowledge that I did that to people. でもね…if I don’t be わがまま, I am going to have to do things…
brrrr cold
It’s going to be freakin’ cold from now on… *sobz* Click here to see the weather forecast… When is my dorm going to on the heater for the rooms? It’s fuckin’ cold lorz. Just when I start complaining and making hell a lot of noise about the air-con/heater in my room, I on it and OH YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! THE HEATER’S FINALLY…
lives are torn
“I want to be your dream catcher…” – from OLIVIA’s ‘Dream Catcher’ Yesterday night, I was reading the essay from my textbook to prepare for my Rhet research paper. I have decided to go with the class chosen topic of Global Issues and have chosen to focus on slavery in India. Halfway through the essay, I was already feeling sick. Not sick…
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still dying that slow death
I hate it when I think I did ok but in actual fact, I did not. I am dying…
i am friends with you because…
I don’t understand how people can make friends with some ulterior motive. It really makes the saying “that’s what friends are for” seem like a lie. It’s so disappointing to find out people aren’t really what they seem to be. Befriending you for some purpose like boosting their own grades, then dropping you like a hot potato when they find out you aren’t of…
dying a slow death
I feel like I’m dying very very slowly. I’m sliding very very slowly… I’m losing my grip… Mid-terms are a week away. I dare not think of the outcome. I wonder why I have to study twice as hard to get that grade when everyone seems to be sailing past effortlessly. Why do I ALWAYS have to be surrounded by…
i wanna scream
“I hate myself and I want to die.” – from Elizabeth Wurtzel’s ‘Prozac Nation’ 好气我自己，好讨厌我自己，什么事都做不好。 我好像放了人家的飞机。Jayce asked for help with the banner today. Although I didn’t outright agree, but I think I sort of gave people the hope that I would turn up. I found that I have things to do like catching up on Econs, thinking about what to…
chotto sabishii
I finally got to go to the night-time observation after 2 cancelled dates coz of the weather. It was a little disappointing though. Maybe I had too high an expectation. I expected to see Jupiter really close-up but all I saw was a dot with 3 smaller dots in a row next to it. The 3 smaller dots are Jupiter’s moons. The…