a note for you
I know you’re another one of my silent readers. If not, it doesn’t matter anyway.
I know you’re going to say that I shouldn’t feel bad and that you chose to help me, but I can’t help feeling that it’s partly my fault that you didn’t get an A in your Math mid-term. During lunch today, so many thoughts were running through my mind. If only this, if only that… 🙁
本当ごめなさい…
i don’t know
It’s like watching a drama nightmare unfold right in front of my eyes. It’s frustrating to know that such things are happening and there’s nothing I can do. Watching your life just fall apart and I can’t stop it from happening.
I shouldn’t have to worry about such things right? You’re the older one, you should be telling me what to do, not the other way round.
Why manz why?
God, what would you do? Please tell me what to do.
Protected: we talked
some memories are still painful
I realised last night that some memories are still painful when talked about. It’s not like I have a problem talking about them, but somehow I falter when talking about them. I didn’t really expect that since it happened a long time ago.
because of you
Because of you, I look forward to everyday. 🙂
Protected: smiling like an idiot
clock strikes twelve
I really don’t want the magic to end. *pouts*
Really.
dear my friends
“You make me happy when skies are grey. Darling, my darling, thank you father, mother, and my friends.” – Dragon Ash featuring ACO & Zeebra “Grateful Days”
Happy 2008!
Every year, I give thanks to the people around me, so here goes…
Family
No amount of thanks can ever be enough for all the love and support you have given me.
Dad, they say that a daughter in a dad’s eyes will always be daddy’s little girl. Well, I’ve grown up now and am learning to be independent. Thank you for all the times that you’ve believed in me and allowed me to experience new things on my own.
ママは最高! It’s amazing how you always have solutions for running the household. I know it’s tough back home, caring for the old folks. Wish I could be there to help you out. 🙁 You always save me from all sorts of situations – laundry disasters, cooking disasters etc. Thank you for tolerating this わがまま娘 all these years.
WOMANNNNNN~~~ I’ve already wrote a nice paragraph for you in my earlier entry so I don’t wanna repeat it here. Just remember I always look up to you coz you taught me how to be comfortable with being myself.
Bestie Xianglin
Bestie, I :heart: you! We go a long long way~~~ Thanks for understanding me and listening to my problems. Well, what do I say? Good luck in…*winks*
7ners
You girls know how I feel about you. Although we are different in personality, we’ve managed to stick together for a good number of years. I’m really thankful for that! Remember, if any of you have a problem, you can always talk to the rest of us about it. If any of you have some psycho harassing you, just call us 姐妹s, we’ll make sure the psycho doesn’t see the light of day anymore. Oh, and I’m happy to be the boss of 7ners~~~ :heart:
The poly gang
Well, I guess there’s not much to say except that see you guys when I get back in the summer. I need an update of what’s going on with you all. Thanks for being a part of my life. Congrats to Yingwei and Clare on their second bundle of joy. I’m sure Paige is very excited to have a sibling.
The uni gang
I’m still learning a lot about you guys. It’s been fun going on trips around USA with you guys. Sorry Koon Seng, for eating up a part of your medication supply. Kang Jie, can you stop being so 色 for once? A bit of a turn-off lehz… Anyway, thanks for tolerating all my わがまま-ness. Oh yes, and keeping me in laughter all the time with your stories and jokes. Lastly, I’m NOT an ah lian. *bleargh*
To end off this entry: I miss you all~~~ :heart:
(Specially for Per: I miss you so much TO YOU!) :laugh:
new beginning, let’s go!
[edited @ 7.54pm]
I forgot to blog about this. Sis told me certain people have been saying stuff about me going on trips with my friends.
Ya, fine. I’m a わがまま娘。I’m a spoilt brat who only knows how to use my parents’ money on useless things. And you know what? IT’S NONE OF YOUR FUCKIN’ BUSINESS!
Why don’t you go look at yourself in the mirror? Reflect on what you have done. Then tell me you have been a saint all your life. Please judge yourself first before you judge others. Oh what am I saying, who are you to judge me?
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Come tomorrow, it’ll be a new year. Never ever made any resolutions since I’ll probably break them. Anyway, I must put in more effort in my studies.
新の夢…
新の希望…
新の期待…
行こうよ! :yay: