Boy, you chose the wrong time to mess with me. You chose the time when my alter ego comes out to play and you pissed me off…not too badly, but good enough for me to rip you apart.
Who the fuck cares if you’re 43, 1.7m tall, 65kg, and in an unhappy marraige? Facebook is not mIRC where you go “intro? a/s/l?” Like piss off you creep. I am not going to get to know you better even if we both work (or worked) in the same company.
Oh, and UNCLE, I don’t do flings.
Oh yea, my evil shadow is coming out to play. 3 words: very sarcastic bitch. Instead of congratulating a friend on his good results, I just shoved a “ok…shuddup” in his face. Really…scholars are fuckin’ predictable when it comes to grades. It won’t be anywhere below 90. I’m so going to get whacked by the Singaporean student population here for saying that.
It just makes my 79.5 seem so lousy. I was beginning to accept that. I was swinging on my swing, but someone (a scholar) had to come push me off my happy swing. So how? I’m gonna bite back.
I’m being such a bitch about it. *slaps myself*
“I don’t look like her, but I’m glad as hell I am who I am.” – Olivia’s “Dress Me Up”
I have my days when I’m feeling awfully high, probably coz someone mentioned “Massu” in my face or I’m fangirling online with Sis or Per. *sigh* Nobody here fangirls like I do. Huimin said to go introduce JE to some people. Hahaha…the only consolation I have is Chun Ming recently said if only a pub/club played entirely J-Pop songs. Ya, I wish. I wanna go to ktv~~~ Maybe I’ll ask Kaoru sometime.
I have my days when I go into my alter ego mood. I become this very sarcastic bitch. I feel like being mean and biting everyone’s head off. Those are the days when my evil shadow takes over and wrecks havoc.
I have my days when I’m feeling gloomy. I feel like I’m falling through a black hole. Darkness consumes me.
I have my days when I’m feeling emo. Listening to Olivia sing brings much comfort. Things like “Internal Bleeding Strawberry” = a morbid kind of comfort. I feel like I don’t have to care about what people think or how I feel about someone. I feel free. I feel me.
“I am special. I am beautiful. I am wonderful and powerful, unstoppable. Sometimes I’m miserable. Sometimes I’m pitiful. But that’s just typical of all the things I am.” – Hilary Duff’s “I am”
PS: I need to find time to work on a new blog layout. This one’s stale.
This isn’t the best gift but…
お誕生日おめでとう苺姫!!!
Have been waiting so long for the Econs mid-term grades to be out. Finally, I receive an email from my TA that they are up on Compass.
Me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! My Econs mid-term grades are out!
Per: omgomg
Me: omg… *breathes*
Me: *crosses fingers* I go check now.
Per: 加油!
Me: Logging in…
While typing in my id and password…”AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.” Click on ‘Econs’ and ‘My Grades’…*covers eyes and peeks through them* “何これ?!” *stares at the score*
79.5/100
Me: Is that good or bad?
Per: That’s good isn’t it? That’s…like 4/5. *lol*
Per: 80 mah.
Me: oei oei OEIIIIII *must follow Yoko* :angry: What’s the letter score?
Per: What letter score?
Me: Whether A or B or what? I think it’s B…
In another conversation window…
Me: Wait ar…I’m checking my Econs mid-term grades.
Jiemin: *lol* Ok.
Me: 緊張します… *breathes*
Jiemin: *lol* Relax.
Me: 79.5/100
Jiemin: Whoa. Good eh.
Me: oei oei OEIIIIII *must follow Yoko* :angry: What’s the letter score?
Me: Cannot just see marks, must see the letter score.
Jiemin: *lol*
Yet another conversation window…
Me: econsmidtermgradesareoutoutoutoutout… *breathes*
Me: I got 79.5/100.
Me: oei oei OEIIIIII *must follow Yoko* :angry: What’s the letter score?
Kang Jie: Ok, I go check. Where to check?
Me: Compass duh.
Kang Jie: I don’t have leh.
Me: oei oei OEIIIIII :angry: What’s the max score for each question?
Kang Jie: I don’t know. I don’t see anything.
Me: Anyway, my TA said they dropped the score for the question you did worst on.
Kang Jie: Shit man. My TA sucks lah. I can’t see my score. He hasn’t uploaded yet.
Kang Jie: 79.5 is A right?
Me: Don’t know…that’s what I want to know.
*after some cutting and pasting of the email from my TA*
Kang Jie: But you get 79.5 above average and very close to 84.
Me: やっぱり…it’s still 4.5 marks away from 84. T_T
This is what happens when you have too many smart asses around you. You start to compare and compare and compare and compare and compare and compare…and you’re never gonna be good.
So, is 79.5/100 good or not? :angry:
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It’s fine now. I checked with Netrillium and got the problem fixed.
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[edited on November 3, 2007 @ 1.32am]
Fuck. It didn’t work. I need to get help.
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[edited on November 3, 2007 @ 12.01am]
I’m not sure if it works but I’m testing something out. If it works, it means I found the cause of it and hallelujah! If not, then I gotta get help. *crosses fingers and toes*
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I’m having some problems with my site. Something is attacking all the index pages. It adds on some code to the files which either gives an error, prompts to pop-up a window or makes my antivirus software alert me that there’s a virus. I have tried re-uploading all the index pages but everytime I check back after some time, the files seem to have been rewritten. Anyone knows what’s going on?
[edited on November 2, 2007 @ 12.16am]
How was everyone’s halloween? I saw some people in really crazy outfits like a milk carton, Hershey’s kisses chocolate, teletubbies (eh oh!) etc… Our own SSA members had some great costumes too. There was Garfield (Yongji), a chicken (Joshua), a squirrel (Lin Yan), Mr Ghostface (Dominic), Hangman (Terence), Bart Simpson (Ui Aik), Ah Beng (Shaun), Bad ass cop (Aileen), Fairy (Fiona), some characters from one of those RPG games (Daniel and Wei Hong), some anime character (Esther), schoolgirl (Jeri), Bo Peep (Jun Wan), graduate? (Dian Hua) etc. Sorry if I missed out anyone. あたし? ロリータ姫です :heart: 。
I’m sure Chloe wants to see some photos…
I think the photo doesn’t do much justice to the outfit coz the room wasn’t bright enough and I had to balance on the edge of the bed to take the photo coz the mirror is not a full length one.
I’ll see if I can kope some photos from people and post them up later. My digicam batteries are seems to be dying soon from overcharging. In fact, one has already died and the other one doesn’t give me much time to take loads of photos. Ok, I’m just finding excuses for myself coz I didn’t start camera whoring at the party.
あ！時間切れ。Need to go do some homework…
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ロリータ姫 is back! She went to the halloween party by SSA in her punk lolita? outfit and rocking shoes. For the first time in ages, she put on make-up. Ever since she arrived in USA, the times she has put on make-up can be counted on one hand, unlike back home where she puts on make-up everytime she goes out. Her sis, the other ロリータ姫, should be proud to know that she can now put on mascara a whole lot faster and that she tried putting on eyeliner for the first time. Hmmm…but the eyeliner got smudged a little from a not-so-steady hand and from tearing. :laugh:
More later~~~
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After getting “weeeek!” stuck in my head for awhile, I went to watch Hinoi Team’s “Night Of Fire” PV to learn a few steps for the J-Net fashion show. Let’s just say I’m TERRIBLE at dance (even para para) and now the stupid song is stuck in my head. Omg…I’m just going to dream the song tonight. How the hell am I going to learn this?!
When I feel a little down, all I need is JE and Massu to make me happy.
NewS – weeeek! PV is out!!! Wooooooooooooo~~~
The PV isn’t a whole lot interesting but the song is rather happy and infectious. Gives you the drive to carry on even if you’re having the Monday blues.
Ryo cut his hair and it looks a bit like P’s hairstyle. Still not used to seeing Tego with dyed hair.
Can I be わがまま for once? If it gets me the company I am looking for, I should be わがまま。But isn’t that way too selfish? The people accompanying me will feel forced and unhappy and I cannot live with the knowledge that I did that to people. でもね…if I don’t be わがまま, I am going to have to do things alone. It’s not like being alone is that bad, but sometimes you just want a little company…
如何しょかな?
It’s all Sis’s fault. She told me she was watching the clip for K8’s recent performance on MS, so I had to check it out on Youtube too and ended up watching a host of other K8 clips which made me go kyaaaa-ing over Tacchon all over again. :laugh:
This is my all-time favourite clip. It’s from the Excite! concert dvd, solo view of Tacchon during the song “Heavenly Psycho”. :heart:
I found the clips for the short movie from their “KJ2 ズッコケ大脱走” album bonus dvd. I have the album but haven’t watched the bonus dvd. K8 are such ahos and of course, aho Maru is just so…aho. :laugh: It was damn funny. Although I could only understand 1-2 sentences they said, I was just laughing away. Going to pester someone to translate it for me. Some random information…they speak a little kansai-ben in the short movie. The uploader of the clips has disabled embedding so just click on the links to watch.
Then, there’s…EITO RANGERS!!! Fancam clips. Wahahahaha…Yoko stop shaking your butt so much! :laugh: