friendship, purity, youth

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*sings* Whoa oh oh oh yuujou~~~ Whoa oh oh oh seishun~~~ Whoa oh oh oh junjou~~~

This Berryz Koubou song is now stuck in my head.

HAHAHA…I finally got the last episode of Ganbatte Ikimasshoi downloaded.

So much for the randomness. I’m going to sleep now. Have to be up in a few hours time for the (stupid) meeting at 8am. *grrrr*

*sigh* Have the feeling to go create a new layout for some of my webpages. Where is time when you need it most?

how nice

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How nice it is to be doing an earlier shift after a long while. I absolutely dislike doing till the late hours which includes lobby closing. Coz we NEVER close when the others do. Like the shops on both sides are cleaning their equipment and we’re still taking orders. *sobz*

I finally get to watch the 7pm drama on tv at the exact timeslot and not the taped version. I don’t have to bathe at midnight. I get to relax a little…

This evening when I came home and checked my email, I saw friendster request. I was about to grumble about how some annoying bugger is trying to add people to his friendster list for the fun of it or he has some motive. Hmmm…upon checking. *gasp* It’s Yew Seng. OMG…I have to be careful what I post here now. *thinks* Freakin’ hell…this is MY blog. I think I have the right to post what I really think here. People have to be careful not to piss me off then. *evil laughter*

WHY IS THE LAST EPISODE OF GANBATTE IKIMASSHOI TAKING SO BLARDEE LONG TO DOWNLOAD???!!! *kicks clubbox*

i am not 12

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Just read Nad’s blog and the part about her being mistaken as a 12-year-old. I had my fair share of that at work today.

This lady customer asked me how old was I. I told her I’m 20. She thought I was 12 and how come someone so young could work already. 12?! 12?! *blink blink* And when I told her I’m 20, she like didn’t really believe. Why would I lie? It’s not like I’m going to get money for lying or something.

12…is that some sort of consolation for me? To tell myself that I look young?

Hmmm…another thing that irritates me a little is that everyone at work pronounces my name wrongly. I know I shouldn’t pick on such little things but I think I have been rather sensitive about the pronunciation and spelling of my name since young. The next person at work (excluding Sis) who pronounces my name correctly is going to get a megawatt smile from me and a mention here. Think about it!

Or else they can all follow what the aunties call me, which is kinda playing safe…小妹。Of course, only those older than me are entitled to call me that. I can’t stand it if someone younger calls me that.

i want to die

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Don’t be alarmed by the title. I am not about to jump off a building or get myself knocked down or something. It’s just something from my dream.

I dreamt that Sis got scolded by Dad over something and I felt it was unreasonable of him so I helped her by saying something back. In the end, I got scolded as well. And it was really really bad coz I was crying really very hard and suddenly started yelling repeatedly “I want to die”. I swear if I didn’t make myself wake up from the dream then, the next moment I’ll actually wake up and find myself in tears. Which is usually the case when in the dream I’m crying, I really am crying in real.

I don’t know what could have been so bad and gone wrong that I would say that kinda stuff. I think probably I felt useless that I couldn’t help Sis in any way and Dad was just being too unreasonable. Whatever it was, it was really scary.

download freak

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OMG…why is the forum still down… *bangs head*

I am suffering from withdrawal symptoms of not being able to get in and download something.

Recently I noticed that clubbox is also rather slow at night. Afternoon’s the best but most of the time I’m at work during the afternoon. So…yea…*sigh* Still got a whole load of D no Arashi waiting.

I’m dying to go shopping as well. *sigh* But I need to save money so I can pay up for this place in November and still have a bit of savings. Per asked whether I’ll be able to save up enough to go to Japan so we can go watch some concert there. Hiromi also asked when we’ll be going to Japan again then maybe we can go to some concert. *sigh* You think I don’t want to? I have no money that’s all.

Actually I could go get a permanent job so as to secure at least a thousand per month. But WHAT JOB? Everyone seems to want me to go try some designing job since I have a teeny weeny interest in it and afterall I did graduate with a diploma. But I don’t think I’m up to it. Just look at all the stuff I’ve done…not impressive. All so…NORMAL.

Anyway, I am thinking of sitting for the SAT test early next year. Checked the site already. There’s one in January. I think I’ve talked too much already and there’s still no action so time to get my lazy ass to it.

jan ken pon

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Trust me to be so boliao (nothing better to do) as to go find out what the Japanese say when they play scissor paper stone. I’ve heard it so many times but was never able to figure out what they say in the beginning. I only managed to catch “Jan Ken Pon” everytime. Caught “Acchi Muite Hoi” when I watched an episode of Urajani. That’s only used when you play the variation, the one with the finger pointing to a direction.

So how did this whole curiosity spark off today? Was watching a clip where Berryz Koubou played scissor paper stone. Yea…just give me the -_-||| look NOW.

Anyway, I did find out…HAHAHA…here’s something useful…

lalala

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*prays hard* Please let James be on MC tomorrow as well…

Hurhur…my off-day today. Went down to Orchard to get a present for a friend, but I guess the present’s going to arrive a little late. *sigh* Not to worry. Good mood today, so got some stuff for Sis and myself. Went back to Tampines to wait for Sis to get off work so we can have dinner together. While waiting, I went to NTUC. Couldn’t resist the Meiji chocolates…haha… And rummaged through all the boxes of the 365 days Meiji birthday bears. Only managed to find Dad’s birthday.

Met Per and her family invited us to dinner. Her dad’s birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE!!!