kangae

inner struggle?

I did it without expecting that I’ll do extremely great but why then do I feel a little disappointed now? People around me aren’t blaming me but yet I still feel a little miserable. Am I giving myself stress? Or am I just too relaxed that I deserve it? But then again, I’ll feel it’s unfair for someone to blame…

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Johnny's, misc

bare butts

I was tagged by Per to do this whole JE bare butt meme. Who was your first JE butt? I can’t remember if I’ve seen any pictures but I do remember seeing P’s butt. What situation was it? It was a short clip from a drama. Any other JE butts you’ve seen? Like I said, I don’t remember. Maybe I…

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anketto

some window

Did this little quizzie. Do click here to help me fill it in. Or just view it. Splendid. Now, I need to go sleep after helping Sonim level up till level 12. Freakin’ tired…

Johnny's, misc, shigoto

sonim

Too hooked on Maple. So much so that I created a new character on Bootes server. I tried every Berryz Koubou girl’s name and only Maasa’s was available. Nahz. Didn’t like that name. Every other MM girl’s name was too common so it was unavailable. Finally I tried “Sonim” and it worked. She (the character) looks very much like Miuna…

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misc

miuna

I am in serious need of clearing my hard drive. Too many things, too little space. The rate at which I download stuff is too great…can you say “AKIRA SHOCK!” I gotta start watching the dramas soon so I can burn them into discs and then get a little more space. I’m insane. I’m thinking of buying credits for Maple…

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misc, shigoto

hooked

Work today was ok. Tiring as always when I work in the kitchen. Met 3 friends. Per and Pwen came to say hello but couldn’t talk to them coz was busy. It’s crazy. Sometimes there’s totally nobody and then suddenly there’s a crowd. It just proves that my theory is correct. Sometimes a crowd just grows coz of each person’s…

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anketto, misc

8 points

Haven’t had much to write about for the past 2 days except that we celebrated Dad’s birthday and watched the Jet Li movie, “Fearless“. I’ve been tagged by Nadine. # the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. # need to mention the sex of the target. # Tag 8 victims to join…

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Johnny's

endless shock

Just as I accepted the fact that Kusano will be away for some time, more bad news follow. After spring con, NewS will stop all their activities as a group for the rest of the year. Although the members will still continue their solo projects like dramas etc, does that mean I will see less of Massu coz he’s not…

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shigoto

i’m a god, not

I didn’t think I could miss someone I’ve known only for a few months that badly until today. I miss Aunty Hui Chuen~~~ *sobz* She’s gone to Hong Kong to visit her relatives and won’t be back till next Monday. I was “thrown” into the kitchen again. Great. And James thinks I’m some god. So much for thinking I’m the…

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Johnny's

one more down

It’s official. Just as I went to sleep last night feeling all happy coz NewS is having spring con, I woke up this afternoon to some horrible news. Kusano’s incident has been blown up and he is now “suspended” as well. The pictures and article originated from a tabloid magazine (what I call “trashy mag”). In it, Kusano can be…

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