j-ongaku, misc

tadada tadatadaa

Clothing and Online Shopping Everytime I go to the mall, I see clothes and I think to myself that I need to shop for new clothes but I never get to it. There was a time when I got hooked on online sprees and would keep checking the site to make sure I never missed a good spree. Anyway, I…

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misc

i’m ok, i really am

I think everyone still thinks I’m just sad and moping around coz I’m MIA on MSN or I don’t really answer messages. I’m fine. I’ve been fine and dandy all week. Just that my computer’s being a little nasty so I can’t open so many programs else they will all hang and I don’t wanna screw up my downloads and…

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kangae, kazoku

bye bye, grandma

It was too cruel to see the flames engulf her. It was even more weird to see her body being reduced to just a pile of ashes. Yet a part of me knew that her soul had been released and she would be going to a good place. At the last moments of her funeral, the only words that were…

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kangae

just 4 hours

“Car crashes, tv shows. A drunkard on the side of the road. People runnin’. Fantasy or reality. Analysis and theories. What does matter really? — Standfast ‘Car Crashes’ “ Just 4 hours and everything has changed. The feeling is just surreal. It’s like a movie being played. Except that everything is just fast-forwarded to the sad ending. A scene keeps playing in…

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kangae

cinderella

2 days of freedom and a million messages (sms, friendster etc) later… WELCOME BACK TO REALITY. I really felt like Cinderella. PS: Ok, ‘million’ would be exaggerating. Anyway, thanks for the birthday messages.

j-ongaku, kazoku, misc, shigoto

almost there

There are times when I almost want to burst, frustrated at my inability to reach my computer… Sis Thanks for the prayers. Sis has been discharged since last Saturday. I wouldn’t say that the problems have been solved but at least now that she has gotten a bit of help from professionals, I think she is also trying to sort…

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kangae, kazoku

where do we go from now?

“Where do we go from now?” Today will be the 4th day Sis is in hospital. I don’t know what or how to feel. But that’s how I am. Sis always said I am kinda unfeeling. I wonder if it’s true. I neither cry nor brood over such matters, even it’s bad news like someone has passed on. It’s like…

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j-ongaku

very beauty

Every once in awhile, there must be a fangirl post… :love: It’s Berryz工房’s 3rd anniversary! How time flies. Must say they have really grown. Even their music is starting to take on a more matured sound. Their recent release… The picture lies. That’s coz Yurina is much freakin’ freakin’ taller. She just sticks out from the rest. I :heart: Risako’s shoes! Oh…

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misc

spread my love

“Now that I’m sick, nobody should make me angry or else I’ll spread my love to you. My love = my germ-ies.” I’m sick. My brain feels like it’s fried. Good excuse for not having to think. It’s high time my brain needs a holiday. Been thinking and worrying about various things – family, school and work. I’ve been wriggling…

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