practise what you preach

Let me think hard on what I want to blog about…

Ok, shall complain about work first. I have come to the conclusion that ALL calls from the workplace is NEVER good news. Thus, I have resorted to not answering calls especially those that call in while I’m sleeping. DO NOT interrupt my sleep else I’ll be EXTRA grouchy. Yesterday, my dear dad answered the house phone which was a call from one of the managers. And he HAD to wake me up to answer the damn call. Alleluia. I had to go down to Compass Point to get some stocks. I didn’t even know what time it was until I asked the caller and then glanced at my clock. OMG…ONE WHOLE HOUR before my clock is set to ring. HOW CAN YOU DEPRIVE ME OF ONE WHOLE HOUR OF SLEEP???!!!

Fine. Then came the question of where the hell was Compass Point and how am I going to get there. Checked out the directory. Oh…it’s in Sengkang. MRT is definitely out coz it will take a damn long time to reach. Bus is risky but not too bad though I’m afraid I don’t know where to stop. Called up the manager to ask if I could take a cab down. No. WTH!!! I know the company needs to save money but you don’t have to be so damn stingy on these things!!! You guys had better be grateful coz I had to call up Mum’s friend to ask her how to get there. Disturbing people early in the morning…tsk tsk…

Finally, I got things done and got back to the store to start work. Suddenly there’s this whole crowd of people coming to our store. Greeting is very important to the company. So the manager was greeting non-stop and the rest of us just followed. Boy, was I very thirsty with all the greetings and not having a drink of water since I returned from Compass Point. I swear the cashiers (Aunty Susie and I) were moving as fast as we could but the manager just had to go piss me off. There was this one moment where we didn’t have any greeting coz we were trying hard to move as fast as we could, couldn’t think, just move move move. And in a know-it-all tone, he went like “cashiers, where’s the greeting?” The moment I heard that damn statement, it pissed me off SO much that I practically yelled the greeting at the top of my voice, probably just to spite him. Look, it’s not like we’ve been silent for an hour ok. You don’t have to be so pissy about it.

I hate the fact that the managers tell us what to do when they don’t practise what they preach. Oh yea, what about smiling when you serve customers. If it’s so darn important, why don’t I see you guys smiling when you’re facing a crowd as well? You guys get irritated and you start getting pissy about every little thing. Where’s your smile then?

Then, Mr Plain-ice-tea (regular customer but don’t know his name) came. The manager served him but since this manager hasn’t been here too long, he doesn’t know this customer is a regular customer and his wants. This customer always wants a bag and serviettes. So the manager gives him his large cup of plain ice-tea. He asks for a bag. The manager, probably irritated by the crowd already, just shoves the bag across the counter to him. At that moment, I felt so sorry for Mr Plain-ice-tea. A regular customer does not need to be treated like that ok. And so much for telling us that customers are important and how we should treat them when you guys don’t even practise what you preach.

Next topic to complain on…I probably have complained about this before but I thought about it again so there goes. These few days, I’m made to go throw the rubbish quite a few times. Just coz this aunty refuses to do it. All she has to do is complain that she can’t stand the smell and that’s it, someone else has to do the dirty job. Like you find it smelly, the rest of us don’t? I could also say the same thing. I don’t even do this kinda thing at home. But I feel that it’s part and parcel of the job so you still have to do it. You could jolly well look for another job that doesn’t require you to do this if you don’t want to.

And like I said, some managers think that just coz they are of a higher post, they shouldn’t be doing this. WTH. You are still the company’s employee right? Anyway, for doing the dirty job, I feel that ALL crew who are willing to do it SHOULD get a salary raise. If not, why don’t you go do it YOURSELF?

I can tahan the smell. But WTF, each time I go to throw the rubbish, I have to conquer my fear of falling into the container as well. I can’t throw it from the ground level coz the bag is simply too heavy for me to lift up and throw over. So I have to wheel it right into the area. After renovating the area, the containers are now level with the ground of the dumping area. Which is kinda scary coz sometimes when the rubbish bag is too heavy, I’m afraid that I might trip and fall into the container as well.

Ok…Sis is out from the bathroom. Need to go bathe. Shall continue with my ranting after my bath.

being realistic

[edited on 18 Dec at 12.40am]
This drama is too sad yet so meaningful. You just can’t help but let the tears fall. After watching this, I’m sure you will look at your life differently. That when you face problems, no matter what, you will still have that light at the end of the tunnel to guide you. At least you will not need to feel your way through the dark.

A rainbow is pretty but does not last long. She is like a rainbow. Although she cannot live a normal life like everyone else, she brings hope to the people around her.
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And suddenly, the download is moving so fast. Good coz then I can get to watch (and sob) over episode 10 of 1 Rittoru no Namida.

Christmas is coming…my favourite holiday. But somehow I just can’t get excited over it this year. Maybe coz I’m so freakin’ poor and lazy this year. Not writing any christmas cards. If anyone wants to give me any xmas gift, make sure it’s money (ahemtwentybucksandaboveahem). I’m not being greedy, I’m being realistic. HAHAHA…

how fascinating

I don’t think Google Earth will ever fail to fascinate me.

Today’s mission: Try to locate uncle Inada’s home. The one we stayed in the last 2 visits to Osaka.
Status: Mission aborted. HAHAHA…

Instead I found placemarks for Donald Trump’s plane, Lizzie Borden’s house and Amityville house.

And after searching for some time, I finally got placemarks for certain spots in Osaka. Hep Five being the closest to uncle Inada’s home.

x marks the spot

After reading Pwen’s blog entry, being the super boliao person that I am, I downloaded Google Earth and tried to locate where I stay. Yes, I have nothing better to do…hahaha…

I must say that locating my stupid block took me a damn long time. Searched online for help. Got to an online street directory that had Google Earth placemarks for specific locations.

Finally…


“X” marks the spot.

How much time did I spend on doing this? A good one hour.

sea of red

I went to the Mayday concert with Sis yesterday. It was like a sea of red in Expo. The band had mentioned that the theme for the night was red. It was the first time that a concert was held at the Max Pavilion at Expo. I was keen to find out how good the venue was. Suntec’s security is crap, people can almost do anything they want. Indoor stadium is good, try anything funny and you’ll get kicked out.

Well, as I overheard someone mention, the venue looked like some warehouse. I would imagine something like what some countries like to hold punk rock concerts in?

Anyway, I was a little amused since 2 doors away, City Harvest church had just finished their church service. Oh my…they have expanded to the East now. *shudders* It’s just me and my little observation/opinion on Christian churches. Ok, better stop now before I offend anybody.

Our seats weren’t very close to the stage. But I guess that was alright coz the concert was great. So fun…everyone so high.

I don’t know but I seem to have toned down on the whole star-chasing thing. I guess coz the initial kick you get out of doing all this has worn off after some time since these stars just keep coming back. I suppose if NewS were to come to Singapore it’ll be different. Hell yea…I bet I would be running all around.

*sigh* I guess I’m not writing a good entry here coz I can’t seem to think of what to say.

coming home

[edited on 10 Dec at 1.13am]
I forgot to mention that I called Per to bug her on telling me her flight home so that I may go see her at the airport. Looking at my clock which registered the time as 4+pm, I did the math…which would be around 8+am in UK and decided Per should be up since breakfast is supposed to be served around 7+am. A sleepy voice answered the phone. Oopz…I woke her up from her nice little snooze. I know she won’t be able to get back to sleep then since she mentioned before that once she’s woken up, she can’t go back to sleep.

So sorry dear…
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Per is coming home soon~~~ Yay!

Pwen is home!!! Yay!

Why is episode 9 of 1 Rittoru no Namida downloading SOOOOOO slowly?! Can’t bear to wait. The previous episode was so freakin’ sad. You try to put yourself in each person’s shoes and you feel the pain of that person. Like how the real Aya said, she saw the effort put in by her classmates to give her a good farewell when she had to leave the school for medical reasons and she felt touched. But what she hoped to hear was “Aya, please don’t leave.” Everyone knew that that day would come, it was inevitable. But yet all she yearned for was a simple sentence.

And now I treasure my life so much more…

expectations

*sigh* It’s good to be able to air your grievances to someone who is willing to listen or feels the same way as you do. Sometimes I find myself in a position where I’m unable to do so because I get shot down each time. What about me not bothering about the family or that I should examine myself first… It begins with anger then turns to sheer disappointment when I hear such stuff. Just coz the words mean to accuse me of something I’m not and they come from someone I hold dear.

I know you have problems and that I’m not in a position to judge you simply coz I will not be able to feel what you feel neither can I read your mind. But I wonder whether you realise the things you say and do hurt others as well. Maybe what I write here will make you feel more down but please don’t. Although I may feel angry or sad but it is only momentary. Whatever happens, you are still family – someone I love. I wouldn’t want anything bad to happen to you.

I spent the afternoon looking through the SAT preparation booklet. I don’t know if I’m right in saying that I’m starting to get cold feet about the whole thing. I’m not sure I can make it. I keep getting thoughts of “what have I gotten myself into?” I really don’t want to waste the money. What if I study and still don’t make it? Sure, everyone keeps saying that I can do it coz I come from a family with a good English language foundation or that I came from the class with the best English language standard back in Secondary school. But I know myself best. Flipping through the booklet, looking at the type of questions I’m going to face, it’s really not easy. I haven’t even seen some of the words before. The essay, I’m not sure I can handle it.

I’ve told my parents not to mention about me taking the test to everyone. Especially since I’m taking the test around the Chinese New Year period. I know an uncle who is bound to criticise if he knew about it. If everyone got to know of it and I don’t make it then it’ll be so 丢脸 and it’ll make me feel worse. That I haven’t lived up to everyone’s expectations.

that final distance

[edited at 3.25am]
Yes, I’ve gone through the links and did the editing. Now the page looks less…ermz…crowded?

Re-added my mp3 list and pv/mtv list. I removed it sometime ago coz the whole copyright/downloading issue played up again. Did that for safety reasons. Well, it’s back up now. I don’t need to teach you guys on what to do if you’re interested in something in the list right?

Seriously, I think it’s stupid to try and wipe out everyone who downloads stuff. If I could watch all the Japanese stuff on tv, would I be downloading them? And by sharing stuff around, you can’t deny that you learn about new artistes. I’m the kind who downloads and still buy the originals ok.

Alright…I think my brain is shutting down. I might start blabbering already. Off to sleep now.

*does the Akira “kon-kon” thing* (I know Per does that as well coz she messaged me to tell me that she does it…that girl ar… -_-|||)
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Yep yep…the layout’s done. The codes have been edited accordingly. *phew*

I guess I finally decided on something else. Hikki’s “Final Distance” holds so much emotion. Knowing why she sang it makes it all the more touching. Everything just flows together. The song just reminds me to treasure the people around me. Things happen everyday. One moment, someone dear could be here, the next moment gone forever…

I removed the radio blog and calendar. Felt there’s no use for them. I don’t think people really agree with my choice of music. I mean, how many readers actually go listen to the music I put up?

Next up…going to edit the links. Who am I kidding when I started linking every friend’s blog. Ok, being the kaypoh me, I used to look through every blog. The words are “USED TO”. So now I’m just going to link up to blogs and pages that I frequent. Don’t worry, for those who are going to disappear from my links, I haven’t forgotten about you. You will still be in my “Favorites” folder. I do visit your page occasionally, just not as much as those I’ve linked up. =)