flipping through the papers

Been fixing my blog bit by bit.

Yesterday I was dying to share my thoughts on 2 issues but Sis was using the computer and Per was busy.

I was flipping through 2 days worth of Newpaper just to read about the body found at the river. Anyway, in the newspaper, there was also an article about that Singaporean girl blogger who recently got (in)famous by posting nude shots of herself on her blog.

By the time I finished reading the article, I was rolling my eyes. What she commented sounded like she really didn’t want the attention. But her actions showed otherwise. Stop contradicting yourself. If you think you enjoy basking in all the attention given to you, then just admit it. We all want a little attention sometimes, even I do. Well, let’s just say it reminded me of someone I knew.

Flipping through newspapers and magazines these days can be quite a “traumatic” thing for me. For one, they like to publish tons of chatline advertisements along with it. So much so that I wonder whether I’m actually getting my money’s worth of news and articles.

Anyway, that’s not the point. The point is that these chatline advertisements use pictures of Japanese stars. What? You think I don’t know is it? It makes me feel like they are just out to cheat people. Hell yea. Maybe they ARE out to cheat people. Some lonely bugger (as what CJ terms these people) out there sees your advertisement, thinks they can talk to such a pretty girl or handsome guy, when maybe all you can offer are average looking people. Hey, isn’t that how sex predators look for their prey? Someone pretends to be some good looking person when in actual fact he is just a pot-bellied, 40-something year old man with a receding hairline.

So far, they have been using the Morning Musume girls. Alright, these girls are around the legal age. Then I see a Berryz Koubou girl?! What the hell. She’s just about 12 years old! Ok ok…not to kick up a big fuss. But what else do I see? Akanishi Jin from Johnny’s entertainment’s KAT-TUN?! *fumes*

Per told me before that Johnny’s entertainment is very particular about how the pictures are published. Unless it is a magazine or website approved by the company itself, no other magazine or website is allowed to publish their photos. Even if say one of the Johnny’s boys act in a drama and there is an official website for that drama. They can put up every other actors’ or actresses’ photos except that Johnny’s boy’s. Hello. They have to make money ok. If not, why do they sell tons of official photos?

So…these chatline companies had better watch out. If they get caught, they could be sued…it’s really a deep shit situation we’re talking about here.

the converse shoes and the adidas shoes

*stares at old Converse shoes* Goodbye, my comfy shoes. For the past 2 years, you have brought comfort to my feet, walking wherever I went. You got dirty through time but you didn’t mind it.

It is hard to part with my first pair of Converse shoes. Coz it feels so comfy after having worn it for 2 years. But it is time to go coz the heel part has worn out. It is so dirty. The side design cracked. Hole appearing. *sigh*

*stares at new Adidas shoes* Hi, new shoes. You’ll stick with me for the next 2 years or more. You had better appreciate it coz I quarrelled with Sis over you today.

Nahz. Sis and I got pissed off with each other. Coz we were supposed to go out but she didn’t tell me what time she wanted to go. So I was watching vcds the whole time and suddenly she announces “Let’s go”. I haven’t worn the new shoes yet so I haven’t adjusted the laces. And she couldn’t really wait. So I had to angrily tell her to go off first.

Oh well, the shoes are fine except it needs to be worn a few times to season it such that it reaches the super comfy level.

things for the future

Fixing the coding for wordpress is not easy. But at least the banner’s half up since you can see it but the links are not linked yet.

Wednesday, met up with 7ners to celebrate Nad’s birthday. Belated celebration. Had dinner at Secret Recipe in PS. Moved to Istana Park to cut the cake since Secret Recipe has some strict rules about no outside food.

Today (Thursday), accompanied Per to ICA building coz she needed to have her passport done up. After which, she came over to my place to watch yesterday’s finale of “Eye For A Guy”.

It was so obvious Denise would choose Wolfgang. I believe she’s the independant woman kind. I believe dark, mysterious and romantic guys are more of what she would go for. Whereas Howard seems to be more suited for a sweet and cute girl. Someone who enjoys the attention showered on her. No doubt he’s sweet and all but not good for an independant woman coz she would need her space sometimes and he’ll probably want to stick to her always. So much so that she might find him a bit annoying at times. Like a shadow.

Haha…I haven’t watched any of the episodes but I talk like as if I’m some expert. Only read their characters in 8 Days.

After watching that, Per wanted to watch the NewS dvd together with me. So we watched it. Haha…got to see Masuda saying “Mickey. Kawaii.” again.

Oh ya, recently, Per sent me the links to read the translated Myojo November 2004 NewS articles. It was this 1000 question thingy.

Of which, YamaP said he’s willing to wait a maximum of 2 hours for his girlfriend (if he had one). This led me to discuss with Per that I wouldn’t wait THAT long for my boyfriend (if I had one). Maximum 1 hour. Unless I can walk around somewhere and see stuff then maybe slightly longer. And he better have a good reason for being late or else he’s DEAD. But if it’s the other way round, he better not ask me for a reason. HAHAHA. Nahz, I’m not that bad lahz.

Then I went on to say that it’ll be good to have a relationship where both of us can walk together, holding hands and not say a word to each other but we both know what each other is thinking. That simple. No whispering of sweet-nothings. Nothing. But yet we are so close to each other as to know what each other thinks. Well, it’s definitely not happening now so that’s why it’s called a dream/fantasy. HAHAHA.

Per told me that Ryo said that he has a problem waking up. I said, I wouldn’t mind it if my boyfriend is like that as long as he admits that he has a problem. I wouldn’t mind giving him morning calls. But he better wake up after my morning call, if he dares go back to sleep, he’s DEAD. But if he admits he has a problem and then PROMISES he will change but doesn’t, then I’ll get mad. Coz it’s one thing to admit a problem but another to make empty promises. I rather he just admit his problem and FULLSTOP. Unless he promises to change and I do see that he tries then I may be more tolerant.

Oh. And one more thing that was discussed. When I’m angry or irritated with someone, that person had better not come and ask me something while I’m fuming, add some wisecracks or something. Because I will think you are just trying to act so damn blardee cute. Just let me fume then cool down. Actually it doesn’t take very long for me to cool down so if you’re smart, you’ll just leave me alone for awhile.

Haha…Per wanted to keep all this for our Donnamonya. I said “Wah! You want to keep this as proof for my future boyfriend is it?” So, yea…potential guys ar…you know who to go to for the extra tidbits. Haha…I say all this like really 不要脸. HAHAHA.

Haha…I rarely tell all coz can’t really trust a lot of people these days. But it feels good once in a while to let out how I feel.

the voice at the station

Haha…looks like I will still be blogging here for some time since I haven’t figured out WordPress fully. Haven’t even finished with the header. But you can expect someone’s face on it. Hahaha…you should know who by now.

Had a wonderful time today. Met up with Xianglin. Had a really full meal at NYDC then we walked around. I’m so sad to say that the Japanese section in the music stores are getting smaller and smaller. I couldn’t even find one Kanjani8 single anywhere. Anyway, we talked a lot about what’s happening now. Feeling nostalgic about the past. Agreed that a lot of things have changed.

Walked around Kino a bit while waiting for Per to arrive. By then Xianglin had gone home.

We flipped through the latest issue of Kansai Walker to check out on natsu matsuri and the fireworks festival. After which, I had dinner at the omu rice stall AGAIN. Can’t get enough of it. She talked about the clips she downloaded of Kanjani8.

Went to Heeren to check if any shop sold the Pony shoes she wanted. Passed by Mise S*Clusive. Started talking to the salesgirl (Hiromi). She knows so much about Johnny’s artistes. I received the information I needed regarding the Johnny’s concerts. The 3 of us just talked on and on without realising that time was really flying past. Hurhur…actually it was more of her and Per talking while I’m just agreeing or disagreeing. *sheepish look*

By the time we actually stopped talking and left, it was past 11pm! We talked for like past an hour! But it feels good to talk about this kinda stuff so freely.

Laughed on the mrt about some message that was played in the station. Hahaha…coz she said that the tone often determines how people will react. Like if someone said “Earthquake!” in a terried and hurried tone, people will definitely scream and run. But if you changed to a calm tone, people won’t be as panicky. So we were thinking, what if the voice at the station said “The last train has just left. Good night and get lost. If you don’t go home, it’s not my business.” And I added “Otherwise you can jump off the platform.” Per added “Always wanted to fly?” I added “Now’s your chance. Good luck!” I think if I heard that, I’ll be shocked for a moment and then start laughing uncontrollably.

tickling my funny bone

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~

Life has gotten much more funny after I downloaded MSN Plus which comes with pre-recorded sounds. I always thought the “Evil Laugh” and “Dangerous” ones were the most interesting ones until Per clicked on the one labelled “Bye”.

The last few words got me rolling on the floor with laughter. I haven’t laughed so hard in a long long while. We were trying to decipher what were the last 3 words that sounded like “ching chow chey” or “ching chow tei” or “qing tao gey”.

Ok…another thing to blog about. I love the Omu rice in Taka basement foodcourt. Thought of going there quite some time ago but never had the chance until yesterday. UMAI~~~ So much so that we went back today (as in Sunday).

sweetest song

Boyfriends listen up! If you can, learn to sing this song. Even if you can’t manage the whole song, just the chorus is enough. It’s the sweetest song you can sing to your girlfriend.

I never really bothered to check out what the lyrics meant until Per told me that I should because it’s such a sweet song. She explained one part of the chorus to me while I guessed the other part of it.

And it was only yesterday that I found the translation for the song in a fansite for Tegoshi. It may not be 100% correct but the main gist of it is there.

NewS [ずっと]
星くずを 散りばめた 空の下を 歩いた帰り道
二人きり まだ少し ぎこちなくて 会話もとぎれがちだけど

つないだ手と手 つながる時間 君の言葉の一つ一つから
つたわる想い 今にも泣き出しそうな瞳に できること

星たちも見ているこの場所で
君のこと 強く抱きしめていたいから
ずっとずっと そばにいて
君がいる それだけで 優しくなれるから

何度でも 今なら 言えそうな言葉
それでもまだ 言えなくて

ドアまでの距離 少し この手を離す時
思わず肩を引き寄せた もう少しだけ ここにいよう

星たちも見ているこの場所で
君のこと 強く抱きしめていたいから
ずっとずっと そばにいて
君がいる それだけで 優しくなれるから

何度でも 今なら 言えそうな言葉
「ずっと一緒にいたい」と

NewS [Zutto]
Hoshi kuzu wo Chiribameta Sora no shita wo Aruita kaerimichi
Futari kiri Mada sukoshi Gikochinakute Kaiwa mo togiregachi dakedo

Tsunaida te to te Tsunagaru jikan Kimi no kotoba no hitotsu hitotsu kara
Tsutawaru imoi Ima ni mo naki dashisou na hitomi ni Dekiru koto

Hoshi tachi mo miteiru kono basho de
Kimi no koto Tsuyoku dakishimete itai kara
Zutto zutto Soba ni ite
Kimi ga iru Sore dake de Yasashiku nareru kara

Nando demo Ima nara Iesou na kotoba
Sore demo mada Ienakute

DOA (door) made no kyori Sukoshi Kono te wo hanasu toki
Omowazu kata wo hikiyoseta Mou sukoshi dake Koko ni iyou

Hoshi tachi mo miteiru kono basho de
Kimi no koto Tsuyoku Dakishimete itai kara
Zutto zutto Soba ni ite
Kimi ga iru Sore dake de Yasashiku nareru kara

Nando demo Ima nara Iesou na kotoba
“Zutto Issho ni itai” to

“Zutto” by NewS
Walking back, under the sky sprinkled with star dust
Only the two of us, our conversation still clumsy and embarrassed

Holding hands, spending time together; one by one, your words
Convey desire; those eyes seem like they are about to cry

Here, where the stars are watching
I want to hold you tightly
Always, always, I am nearby
Only when you are here can I be at ease

How many times can I say these words to you now
Still, I can’t say it yet

We’re almost to the door when I let your hand go
Without thinking, our shoulders come together– let’s stay here a little longer

Here, where the stars are watching
I want to hold you tightly
Always, always, I am nearby
Only when you are here can I be at ease

How many times can I say these words to you now
Saying that “I want to always be with you.”

and masuda is sunshine boy

Haha, I don’t think the subject and this entry goes hand in hand but it’s for fun. It’s like a continuation of subject titles from the last post.

Why is Masuda, sunshine boy? Just look at all the PVs and concerts with him. He’s always smiling away. Per says she doesn’t know what he’s so happy about. Hahaha.

Anyway, I can use my computer till the wee hours of the morning again. Weeeeeeeeeeeeee…

Oh oh…and HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAD!

Kanjani8’s 浪花いろは節 is stuck in my head now. It sounds so traditional…traditional matsuri song. *chants* Sora! Yoi to ko sassa no yoi sassa!

uchi is takoyaki boy

I am curbing myself from going out too much coz I really need to save some money after spending so much at Mise S*Clusive.

Sis is going mad over Uchi from NewS. She thinks that the takoyaki boy we saw in Osaka is him. Well, we didn’t get a good look at him coz…it is RUDE TO STARE. But I think, he is quite pleasant looking. And since Uchi is from Osaka…she said maybe in the day he goes to school and then Johnny’s work. At night, he helps out in his father’s takoyaki shop. And why all this nonsense? Just coz she saw him eating takoyaki in the dvd. -_-|||

Grandparents have gone home to Malaysia this morning.

the guys and girls

Hurhur, I think I kinda ditched the idea to blog about my trip. Nothing much to say except that stuff was cheap, food was salty and oily and we visited a lot of temples and so-and-so’s house from the past.

Thursday, Sis and I celebrated Joyce’s birthday at Sushi Tei in Paragon. After dinner, we went to Mise S*Clusive. AGAIN. And AGAIN, I couldn’t resist the charm of Masuda and NewS. Let’s just say I’m planning to stay home for the next 1-2 weeks.

Yesterday, watched Madagascar with Sis, Desmond and Desmond’s sister, Michelle. It was a hilarious cartoon. “I like to move it, move it. You like to move it, move it. I like to move it, move it. You like to…MOVE IT!”

Met up with Xiu Wei, Cas, Don, Raynor, Chee Wee, Zhihao, Albin, Clare and Yingwei to celebrate Raynor’s and Clare’s birthday. Went to this little restaurant in Clarke Quay. After which, we sat around at a bar to talk while the guys drank.

While Raynor was driving some of us home, the whole guys and girls thing popped up. Yingwei said that if a guy is driving and he gets lost, the girl shouldn’t ask “Are you lost?” coz it gets the guy mad. It’s the whole ego thing lahz. I think it’s like guys think when the girl asks like that, she’s like looking down on him or something? But in actual fact I think she’s just trying to help?

Another thing that was discussed during 7ners chalet. When there’s a problem, the guy would want to sweep it under the rug, the further the better. Until one day when the problem snowballs into a mountain then we’ll talk about it. Whereas the girl would want to solve it now so it doesn’t repeat. And they finally discuss it, the guy would think that the girl is just getting so heated up over a small matter. But the girl is like thinking “What small matter?! Get yourself in this mess still dare say!”

That’s the difference between guys and girls. Perhaps guys should get down from their little pedestal once in a while. It’s not always about you and your ego. Girls should…well, just be more understanding that guys will always have their pride.

Like how one of the contestants in Miss Universe said, guys lack sensitivity.

One more thing CJ mentioned, both guys and girls tend to want to talk emotional stuff with girls.