Oh gawd. This is mental stress. The last time I took it, 3 friends were taking it too. This time, a cousin and a friend are taking it too. I know I’m not supposed to compare myself but I can’t help it. I keep feeling I’m way inferior. Which is probably true coz my brain seems to want to switch…
Category: kangae
the smell of home
“Chou ii kan ji~~~” I finally remembered to check out Tego and Massu’s “Miso Soup” on youtube last night. Ne~e…I wasn’t really paying attention to the meaning of the song though I caught it coz I was busy trying to figure out what both of them were singing. English version. So, trying to make out their “engrish”. Ok, I’m exaggerating…
mentality of a child
Coming from an English-speaking family, speaking in Mandarin is quite a hassle for me. But…QUICK! Congratulate me now. I managed to answer a phone call with a Mandarin speaking customer. It’s not the usual call-in to activate a policy. She asked about the terms and conditions so the phone call was slightly longer. I managed to answer her questions mostly…
management lessons
Today’s a bad day. 🙁 I had to handle 2 problematic calls which of course, I pick the calls, MY ass is on the line. To kena twice in a day makes me feel like I’m going to be suay for 3 years. I cannot understand why people refuse to accept the alternative and want to persist in forcing you into a…
your name in my notebook
Sudden thoughts. I didn’t blog about watching Death Note on Saturday!!! How could I have forgotten something so important?! :glare: Heh, so Sis, Jie Min and I caught the movie on Saturday. It was good. Sis and I agree that Light (藤原竜也) reminds us of Ohno from Arashi. That’s coz his face is round, just like Ohno. Sis was kinda…
how i wish
Selamat Hari Raya to all my malay friends. Today is coming to an end. The long-awaited holiday. *really? raises eyebrow* Tomorrow will be back to work. How I wish everyday could be a holiday and that I am loaded so I can go all around the world. Yesterday in the office, everyone was in the holiday mood. Then the holiday…
why
Always the one word question…why? It’s angry and disappointing at the same time. Only 2 words to describe…
it cuts deep
As she shared with us that very little bit on what was going on and how she felt, I couldn’t help but feel sorry and angry at the same time. No one should have to go through this sort of thing. Thinking back about the past. I’m sorry, I cannot erase it from my mind totally. Simply coz of the…
trying to adjust
Come home, supposed to adjust back my sleeping time. Couldn’t. Was running around shopping for last minute presents. Running off to birthday chalets. Only left me more exhausted than ever. Finally found the time today to actually sleep in and get my internal clock back on track. Grandparents from Malaysia have come down to stay with us coz grandma’s health…
coming home soon
I wrote this long entry yesterday but the laptop decided to hang just as I wanted to post it. So, damn…it’s gone. I’m not about to retype it though. It’s my last day in Champaign, Illinois. Will be doing my last minute shopping of candy and more clothes? Haha. Then tonight will be grand squeezing time. Squeeze everything into my…